Shoot, people do use me as a venting tool. I honestly don’t mind as long as you’re there for me when I need something too. I guess you could call that even. I actually like helping people when it comes to their problems though. It helps me feel like I’m useful for something, you know?
I enjoy volleyball. I’m usually not the type of person who enjoys sports but when it comes to volleyball, I’m able to relax and ease the thoughts running through my mind. I’ve never played in a team before but playing with someone one on one gets me so hyped up. I actually might have a passion for this sport, and I want to get better at it.
Me: When is it?
H: You can act like you don't know but I've seen you naked.
Me: ...No you haven't.
H: ...In my dreams.
H: It's at three.
Today was very productive. I got a lot of things done that I normally would be too lazy to do.
Things I’ve done so far: Cleaned the office Cleaned my room Took a shower Things I still have to do: Eat Finish my SIDS report Do my laundry Do my work out
[[MORE]]I’m going to knockout while watching movies. haha Man, I wish you were here so we could watch movies together. It was nice but I always knockout before we could finish the movie. I just feel so safe and comfortable when you’re here with me.
A tutor who tooted the flute tried to tutor two tooters to toot. Said the two to their tutor: ”Is it harder to toot or to tutor two tooters to toot?”
Promises mean a lot to me. I can’t exactly say that I’ve kept all of my promises but I try really hard to prevent myself from breaking them.
[[MORE]]Kahit na ayaw mo sa akin at kahit na marami kang sama ng loob sa akin, hindi ko parin gagawin ang ginagawa mo so akin. Dahil kahit na ginagawa mo sa akin yun, kahit sinasaktan mo ako, hindi kita pwedeng pigilan dahil alam kong sinaktan kita. Nandito ako palagi para sa’yo kahit hindi ka nandyan para sa akin. Gusto kita. Gustong gusto kita at kahit ano man ang gagawin ko, hindi ko...
I’ve noticed that if I look at my face from the side, I look like I got my face hit by a pan.
[[MORE]]Mm. You’re not as nice as I thought you were. Understanding my butt. Always there for me my butt. I’m leavin’ yo’ butt.
[[MORE]]There are people who are always there for you. You have your friends, your family, and your man. If you ever feel alone, I’m here. If you have a problem, then I got your back. Shoot, despite everything that has happened, nothing can and will change the way I see you. Just do me a favor and stay happy. I can actually see that you’re happy and stuff but just in case things go...
I heard Skyrim is getting online. I need to get my levels up since my cousin accidentally deleted my profile. Hopefully the online thing includes the PS3 and not just PC. :D
Lately, I’ve been having moments when I just stare at Facebook waiting for someone new to add me as a friend or talk to me. I seriously don’t do anything but just stare at the computer screen with my face leaning on my hand. I’ve complained about this a couple times but I NEED TO MEET NEW PEOPLE! LOL
I usually think in a positive way. I do have problems but I don’t let them hold me back. My mindset on problems is that if you can’t do anything about it, then don’t worry about it because there’s no point in getting yourself worked up over something you can’t even do anything about. Let time play it’s role and be patient. If you can do something about it, then...
I just woke up from my “nap” after Relay. I was up the whole time just playing volleyball and doing whatever. Even though my body is all sore, it was worth it. Playing Boom Chika Boom was hilarious especially when I did the ocho ocho. haha Dang that was fun, I can’t wait for next year.
I’m getting some progress on my work out. It’s far from my ideal body but I can see some results. :]
[[MORE]] I am a little disappointed. Actually, I am disappointed. In myself. I can’t believe how stupid I was. I thought that I knew what I was doing but it turned out that I made the mistakes I promised I wouldn’t. You cared but I was too blind to see. Out of all the people I’ve met in my life, you were one of the few who seemed to care about what I did. You wanted me to be...
"If ye had the power to control yer fate, would...
Today was by far the most interesting weekday I’ve ever had this year. My friends and I watched The Avengers. It was a pretty good movie. We came up with an inside joke because of one of the previous which I thought was hilarious. Then as my friend was backing out of the parking lot, she hit a car. Thankfully, she didn’t take her registration so she didn’t get in trouble.
I had a dream where I was naked and there was a zombie apocalypse. My friend tried to help me but since I was naked, I pushed her back. The zombies got hold of her and she died. The things I dream of..they’re never boring. I just wish I could remember my dreams more often.
I can’t wait for Relay for Life. I really enjoyed it last time because the people I hung out with were awesome. I know this year will be pretty good too; we have a team of over twenty people, I think. They say that the more the merrier! haha I need this Friday to relax with my buddies.
This has been stuck in my head for the past week.
Today was a pretty good day. I caught up on my sleep and it was a chill day.
[[MORE]]Call me cliche but I want someone who would take me even if I tell them all the stuff I’ve done. I want a committed person who’s not going to mind all my problems. You know, someone who’ll actually stay and work them out with me. Someone who’s not afraid to talk to me if something is wrong and won’t keep secrets if the problem is about me. Most of all, someone...
I wish grudges didn’t exist. It seems like everyone would get along so much better if everyone just moved on, or at least talked about the problem.
Oh snap. Heroes and Naruto has got to be one of the best TV shows ever made. I’m hooked.
I wouldn’t mind being in a relationship right now. I really miss saying those cute things you would say to a significant other. I miss those times you would just hang out either doing nothing or something. It sucks but I don’t think anyone sees me as more than a friend. I guess if I think about it, I’m only fit to be a friend. I’m a very awkward person to date.
I don’t know what to say except that I’m really liking my life right now. Except for maybe the workload in school. I’m doing pretty well socially, mentally, physically, and emotionally. It’s weird how I’ve turned from a mostly pessimistic type of person into a mostly optimistic type of person.