August 2011
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I hate factoring over and over again.
Classes: Junior Year
U.S. History H - I’m expecting that class to be fun but loud. I have that class with Andy, Malisa, and Mathilda. Those are really the only ones I talk to outside of school. I have a couple close acquaintances there, I guess. People who I’m comfortable to ask about things but not close enough to consider them my friends. I’m looking forward to projects in that class because I...
My thoughts before school starts.
This Summer was such an amazing experience. I couldn’t have asked for a better Summer. I wish I had driven more, but it’s no big deal because I can start driving this school year again. I got my first job this Summer, therefore teaching me the value of money. I think I’ve become a better person and I probably matured a little more.
I’m...
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I don’t like “chasing girls” anymore. I just want to settle down. It’s probably way too early for me to be saying this but I don’t get the adrenaline rush from “chasing girls” anymore. I get annoyed because they can’t be straight up with their feelings. If you don’t have feelings for me like that, then so be it. I’m understanding.
Seeing your face makes me want to fart. Farting feels good.
I don’t mind cleaning the house when I have time. I can’t stand a messy, smelly house.
I’ve learned the value of money this Summer. Now, I actually check the price of things I buy and think about it. I used to look at the price and not really care about how expensive it is. I might have become a little cheap this Summer, though.
When it comes to schedules and things I have to do, I won’t fail in keeping up. That’s why it kind of annoys me when people remind me of things I have to do. I know that they mean well, but it makes me feel very irresponsible and dumb.
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I’m so content with my life right now. Ever since I became more positive, everything seems to fall into place. I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been really busy and I no longer have time to think about things that get me down. I guess the reason doesn’t matter. I’m happy and that’s all that matters right now. Hopefully this will continue when school...
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I just got back home from Rio a couple minutes ago. It was a pretty long day at work for me today. It was pretty interesting, too. One of my co-workers found a lot of porn magazines in one of the rooms while we were taking out the old beds. We had to wait for about two hours for the other furniture to come so I came home later than usual. We got to eat our “lunch” at around seven...
If a guy chooses you instead of someone who is easier to have a relationship with, you better believe he likes you. Shouldn’t that be common sense, though? Don’t make him feel bad for choosing you by saying, “It’ll be best if you have a relationship with her instead.”
I miss my innocent friends. I miss those times when things were funny even if the jokes weren’t perverted.
I remember the time I broke the car door. I was really mad and I don’t even remember why. Now, whenever we go to the car wash, the door leaks.
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I think busy girls are cute. It just shows that they have something to do with their life. They don’t seem to be boring because when they do have time for you, they’ll make that time exciting. They must also be pretty dedicated to be that busy. Then again, that physical intimacy might rarely be available. Who am I kidding? I’m too young to have that kind of physical intimacy.
I’ve become really dark over Summer. It’s like track season all over again. I really can’t wait for Winter. Bonfires. Bonfires. S’mores. Bonfires. Jackets. Bonfires. Hot cocoa. Bonfires. Birthday parties. Hooray.
I don’t really give out advice. I usually just state the obvious. For some reason, when you’re in a bad situation, you lose your common sense. It happens to me all the time.
When I get a baby, I’m not going to dress them like those little kids on Tumblr. I don’t think people realize how fast babies grow. Those clothes cost money and they’re going to grow out of them quickly anyway. Money doesn’t grow on trees. I would love to, but I think I’d rather get food than clothe my babies in unnecessary clothes.
I don’t like to argue. Most of the time, I’ll say sorry just for the sake of ending the argument. I think this is why I don’t get my point across most of the time. I know I can put up a good argument, but I just can’t seem to care enough to defend myself.
Work ended early today. I was actually half-expecting for something to happen because of that dream. Aside from that, my boss told me a story about the time he got robbed at Jack in the Box. He was eating and some guy comes in and points a gun at his wife. He demanded money and if he didn’t cooperate, he would shoot his wife in the head. Tomorrow is Pay Day. Hell yeah!
I had this dream where I was at work by myself. I was replacing the bed frames. I wasn’t sure what room but I know it had a ten. In the dream, I felt like I was being watched. I ignored it and went on to do another room that had thirteen on it. I don’t remember what happened in between, but I know I was being chased. I haven’t had a dream I could remember in that extent for a...
My “good” aspects:
I have good coping skills.
I can apologize when need be.
I’m hardworking when I believe something is important.
I’m not stupid. I have common sense.
I don’t get butthurt.
I have confidence.
I’m pretty mature most of the time.
I know when to be serious.
I’m responsible.
My “bad” aspects:
I’m not good in...
I like to keep quiet about my problems. I don’t usually share my problems with anyone unless they’re my close friends. For the most part, the only person that would know about the problem is the person I have the problem with.
Truth be told, I don’t have a problem with anyone very often. I like to fix the problem as soon as the conflict presents itself.
For some reason, I can’t dislike the people who don’t like me. I’m glad it’s that way, though. I don’t know if I did something wrong to the people who don’t like me or if my appearance just annoys them. All I know is that I’ll treat people the way I want to be treated regardless of how they treat me.
I think I probably should start hitting up my close friends more. I miss hanging out with them and laughing our worries away. I miss those times when we would hang out after school and go to pho or Starbucks and just talk about whatever comes up in our heads.
I can’t help but think about the future generations. Right now, people usually ask, “How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had?” I think if things keep going the way they are, people are going to start asking, “How many wives/husbands have you had?” It seems like people get girlfriends or boyfriends just for the sake of saying that they’ve had a girlfriend or...
I don’t really mind not talking to you everyday. It doesn’t really matter to me whenever we talk. What does matter is that when we do talk it’s like we’ve never stopped talking.
Ever since I started working out again, I’ve been a lot happier. I actually did hear that you can’t be sad if you’re doing a sport or exercising. I don’t know if it’s true for everyone, but it sure is true for me. I regret stopping. There are so many benefits in exercising, I guess I just got lazy.
Dear future girlfriend,
It seems like there are no more relationships that come from just being best friends. It seems like more and more relationships start off with a couple weeks of flirting instead of months of pure getting to know each other nowadays. So please, future girlfriend, be my best friend before you become my girlfriend.
I actually wouldn’t care if my parents found my Tumblr. They would have a little more understanding in the way I think and my perspective in certain situations. I’m actually happy to be able to express myself through the things I post.
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“If you’re happy, then I’m happy.”
I don’t think the person who says that really means it the majority of the time. I think what they’re trying to say is, “I just don’t want to hold you back.” Well, at least it’s what I think it usually means. If you truly care about someone, you’d want them to be happy no matter what. Even if it...
I went to the library yesterday and I was happy to see that there were still quite a bit of people who went there. I was also surprised because there were a couple people who looked homeless. I guess it wasn’t that that surprised me, it was because they were reading a book. It might seem like something small but, in my opinion, reading can change how things go in the future.
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I haven’t started thinking about this until recently. Maybe I’m afraid to get a girlfriend because, maybe, I’ll just hold them back. Maybe, I don’t deserve anyone after all because I really have no talent whatsoever. I’ll just be a distraction. I don’t like being selfish and revel in the benefits of having a girlfriend, while my girlfriend is just catering to me. Other than that, I don’t really...
One of those things that kind of annoy me is when I type something serious, but the other person puts a “lol” before typing anything else. The way I see it is that you’re laughing at what I just said to you. Maybe I’m just misunderstanding the meaning of their “lol”, but I’d appreciate it if some people didn’t put a “lol” when I typed...
My definition of friend.
Someone who’ll be there through the good and the bad times. Someone you can go to if you have a problem. Someone who you have common interests with. I don’t believe a friend is someone that you just hang around with. You could chill with a lot of people, but I don’t think that necessarily mean you guys are friends. There’s a difference between...
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One of the worse feeling is when you want to talk to someone, but you’re intimidated by what they would say. Especially if you did something wrong. You miss that person’s voice but you don’t want to seem like you’re annoying. You’re scared that they won’t forgive you for what you did.
Things are usually better than it seems. Stop for a minute and look at the things surrounding the initial problem. I’m sure you’ll find that there are a lot of things that will make you happy if you look at something else than the problem. You might even come to a solution or a sense of closure.
I really admire people who maintain their composure when they’re arguing with someone. It’s really difficult to come to a proper solution if the only thing in their mind is how upset they are. It makes it difficult to see what the other person is trying to say, when all they think about is how they’re correct about an assumption or something that may have led to the initial...
I still talk to my exes. Even if our relationship didn’t work out, doesn’t mean our friendship won’t either. There’s a reason why they became my girlfriend and there’s also a reason why we broke up. I won’t let the reason of why we broke up be the same reason why we can’t be friends.
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Look forward to tomorrow. Who knows when it will last? Even if you’re facing hardships right now, I can guarantee it’ll get better. Learn what you did in the past and use it as a tool to make better decisions in the future. Remember this: It’s easy to be happy if everything is going right, but only the ones with courage are looking for happiness even when things are looking down.
Everyone has moments like this, right?