July 2011
62 posts
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Two wrongs don't make a right.
Do you really think that doing something messed up to someone that did you wrong will solve the problem? It won’t. You’ll feel good that you got the person back, but if you actually think about it, it will make the problem worse. Especially in the case of a relationship. If your boyfriend or girlfriend lies to you and you lie back, you think it will fix it? No. If you’re boyfriend or girlfriend...
I wish I had the ability to make girls think I’m cute when they first see me. I don’t have above average looks like a lot of the guys out there. I guess I could impress them with my personality, but who’s going to pay attention to something like that if they don’t even try to get to know you because you don’t have the looks they’re looking for?
June 2011
50 posts
I was raised to apologize when I’ve done something wrong. I don’t really like ignoring the problem and moving on like nothing ever happened. I’m not saying that I’ve never done it before, but I try to apologize even if “sorry” isn’t going to cut it. Just the thought of saying “sorry” and letting your pride go means something. Apologizing...
I get irritated easily when it’s hot. I don’t like the feeling of the sun beating against my skin causing me to sweat. I don’t mind sweating when I’m exercising or working but other than that I really don’t like sweating. I just feel so dirty. This is just one reason why I dislike Summer and love Winter.
Fact
Working outside when it’s 110 degrees is not fun.
Confession
When I first saw a Korean music video, I couldn’t tell who was a girl and who was a guy.
Jealous Girls
I’ve never had an experience where my girlfriend was ever jealous of every girl I hung out with. I think it would be cute for a girl to get jealous but not over every girl I hang out with. The way I see it, you don’t trust me enough to be with other girls because you think that I’d cheat on you. If you don’t trust me then how can I trust you? On the other hand, if you...
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I’ve made up my mind. I will not talk to girls in such a way that they will make me fall for them. I will no longer talk about relationships and if they mention it, I will change the subject. I will no longer tempt myself. This will be for the best and I will attempt to do it throughout my high school career. No more relationship bullshit. I will focus on the more important things in life.
I hate feeling like a bother to someone. If you don’t want to talk to me, you can either tell me straight up or give me an excuse. Anything is better than being ignored. Especially if the person you’re talking to is someone you really enjoy talking to. Being ignored can lead me to start thinking about things that I did or didn’t do to make you stop talking to me. Of course making...
I want to make you feel better. I want to be the one you turn to when no one else is there for you. I like to listen to your problems because I want you to know that there is someone who cares. I never want anyone to feel like they have no one there for them because that feeling sucks.
If I was really serious about dating you, I would not be open to talking about relationships. I wouldn’t want you to think that I’m into you or anything. I wouldn’t flirt with you in such a way that it’ll give you hints that I like you. I would be quiet most of the time. It’s difficult for me to get a girlfriend because I’m scared of rejection. Just the feeling...
I had two dreams that stuck out to me when I woke up. The first one was when my mom got kidnapped by a badger. It seems silly but it felt so realistic. My second dream was when I got killed by Voldemort. I woke up sweaty from that one. My death was pretty vivid. He took grabbed my neck with his bony fingers and stabbed it with his long nails. My dreams are never boring to me. It sucks that we...
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I can’t sleep. I’m going to be so pissed at myself if I don’t wake up at 5:30 in the morning tomorrow. My sleeping schedule is messed up. I’ve been staying up until one in the morning because I haven’t had work. Now that I do have work, I can’t sleep.
I find it pretty funny how I have to scream at my grandfather so that he could hear me. If you ever go in my house when I’m talking with him, you’ll probably think that I’m mad at him. “DID YOU EAT YET?!”, “DID YOU FEED THE CAT YET?!”, “DO YOU NEED ME TO COOK SOMETHING?!.” He’s such a cool grandfather.
One thing I regret is pouting at times I didn’t get what I want when I was younger. I wasted so much time being mad or sad when I could have been out there having fun. I was a stupid kid that always wanted to prove my parents wrong. I was a kid that wants them to feel bad when they do something I disliked. I would always starve myself whenever I didn’t get what I want. I was a spoiled...
I’m here singing You Are Not Alone by Michael Jackson. I remember the fun times I had singing it with my friends. So many memories incorporated with this song.
“You are not alone. I am here with you.”
I have a hard time dealing with problems that include my friends. When they don’t talk to me, I can’t seem to have enough courage to talk to them to see what’s wrong. If they’re mad at someone else, then I’ll be their venting person. However, if there’s even a chance that they’re mad at me, I can’t seem to find enough courage to confront them. I...
I really want to talk to you. I just don’t want to seem clingy or needy. This is why I can’t have nice girlfriends.
“Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming.”
– Dory
Nagugutom ako
‘Di ko maintindihan kung bakit ako palaging nagugutom. Nakakainis naman. Meron ba akong bulate sa tiyan? Kakakain ko lang kanina pero gutom nanaman ako. Gusto kong kumain ng tocino o kaya kare kare. Gusto kong kumain. ‘Di ko rin alam kung bakit ‘ko sinabi sa inyong lahat. Alam nyo ba na wala akong magawa? Gutom na gutom na ako at wala pang magawa. Mag kakantahan na lang ako.
My perfect kiss.
It’s pretty simple. I want it to be at the end of our date. I’ll most likely be hesitant at first, leaning near your face but pulling back quickly. It’s pretty simple how I want it to go. As I lean in, I just want you to lean in to kiss me. It just seems cuter if the girl leans in for the actual kiss. The atmosphere has to be spot on, too. At night with...
I think the reason why some people don’t talk anymore is either they’re mad at each other, don’t have anything worth talking about, or they aren’t able to have any communication. It’s ironic that another reason why people don’t talk anymore is because they miss each other. They just want the other person to talk first. It’s weird when you stop talking to...
It bothers me that some people are only nice to those who they hang out with everyday. It’s understandable because you’re comfortable around that person, but I don’t think that you should make fun or talk bad about someone just because you don’t feel comfortable around them. Those people include those “weirdos”, nerds, ex-boyfriends/girlfriends or homosexuals....
I’m going to be by myself on Monday through Wednesday next week. Well, my grandfather will be here but he’s deaf so I’ll have to take care of him. I’m going to have to cook and clean. I have to wake up at five to be able to have enough time to cook food for my grandpa as well as get ready for work. It seems like a big step for me, being by myself but I’m excited. It...
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I don’t want to become known when I die. I don’t think I should get any special treatment just because my life ended. I’m just one person and I don’t think I deserve anything big just because I left this world. Of course you’ll be sad if you’re close to me, but I’m thinking about the world overall. There are billions of people living in this world and...
I woke up sweating. What was I dreaming of? Maybe it was because it was hot in my room, but I know it was because I dreamed of something incredible. I don’t remember my dream anymore. All I can remember was that I was with a girl, but I just can’t picture her face. I don’t think I know her, yet it seems like I’ve known her for years. Who are you?
Shoot. I just broke a mercury light bulb…
How am I going to tell my mother? I’ll be dead for sure.
Edit: Never mind. She broke the other light bulb. :D
I don’t know if anyone remembers Jim but I really miss him. Last night a cockroach scared me to the max that I just wanted to smash it with a walis. Then I remembered. It was how Jim and I met. Seriously though, cockroaches scare me because they just come out unexpectedly at night. I was taking off my clothes to go shower and as I dropped my shirt on the floor, there it was. Jim’s...
I would like to inform you that you’re very attractive no matter what the others say as long as you have good intentions.There are a lot of posts that state the same thing, but I just wanted to say it in my own words. Don’t ever downgrade yourself because of your looks, and don’t ever criticize others. If they criticize you, then so be it. Don’t let it affect you because...
I know I don’t really tell anyone to keep me company. For some reason, you’re an exception to that. I don’t want to be clingy or anything, but our conversations aren’t boring. It’s actually something I look forward to. I know some people might think that I like you but no. I just really like your company.
I had issues when I was a kid. I’m glad I grew up enough for me to realize that what I did was wrong. Time does weird things to people. I know that time can actually make things worse, like waiting until it’s too late. For me, it made my brain develop and it helped me realize the mistakes I’ve made. I owe it to the ones who took care of me while my mom was working in Taiwan. They...
People who don’t read or follow directions then ask the teacher or someone else what to do.
It shouldn’t matter whether someone is Catholic, Christian, Mormon, Buddhist, or Atheist. You can believe what you want to believe. However, you shouldn’t think that your beliefs are better than others. Be tolerant of other people’s ideas. It annoys me whenever people disrespect other people’s beliefs just because they think that their beliefs are more...
Not everyone needs to know about your relationship problems. You don’t need to put detailed or specific information on Tumblr or Facebook about your problems. I think the only time you should post something like that is if other people can learn from you or your partner’s mistakes. Not so that people can feel sorry for you. I think it’s better that way, but then again, it’s...
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First Grader: I learned how to write in school today.
Mother: What did you write?
First Grader: I don’t know. They haven’t taught us how to read yet!
When I was younger, I’ve always told myself that I would never grow up. I used to say to myself that I’ll never say bad words. I used to be scared of saying the word “babe.” I thought that it was too inappropriate for someone like me to say. I used to be against driving. I often told my mother that I don’t want to own a car. I used to believe that I would never...
Fact
I’ve never been on a legit date. I’ve always wanted to ask a girl out on a date, but it seems like there are no girls that catch my attention enough for me to want to ask them out on a date. The ones that have caught my attention live in Narnia.
I know this is a long shot, but I hope no one ever has to feel like they have to face their problems alone. There are a lot of people who are willing to face the problem with you. I’ll be here, your friends will be there, and your family will be there. You just have to swallow your pride and ask for their support when you need to. Trust me on this one, don’t ever think that...
Fact
When I “flirt,” I’ll make fun of you.
It’s kind of weird because all I talk about is respect, respect, respect. I’m a hypocrite.
Honestly, I don’t like being perverted. I don’t like being perverted just to be funny. I want to respect people. I know people are just joking around, but I find it immature. I’m such a hypocrite. Society made sexual things seem so acceptable and available to young people that it seems normal to be funny in a perverted way.
I don’t understand why you would want so much attention. It’s not that great. People will notice all the mistakes you make and judge you based on your mistakes instead of your whole personality.
This Summer is going to be busy for me. I have a lot of stuff to do, which is good because I won’t be bored. I’m going to be working, taking drivers ed, and I’m hopefully going to start doing my workout regimen. I hope I go to San Francisco to see my cousin, too. I miss my uncle’s cooking. Plus, I love being a nerd with my cousin. I’m going to become outgoing again...
Today will be the beginning of my happy days. It will be better for me because I want it to be. I’m not going to let myself bring me down. Bring on the laughs and the good times. I won’t be in high school forever so I’m going to start making good, happy memories. It’s a bit sad that I’ve come to this resolve when I’m a sophomore.
This Summer
Expectations:
Reality:
My goal right now is to be more optimistic. I haven’t been very optimistic about anything lately. If anything’s going to change, I have to change my attitude about everything first. I have to stop thinking about the “what-ifs.” It’s not going to do anything but give me more thoughts to be sad about. Okay, it’s time to get my shit together.
I feel like I don’t want anything to do with relationships. The complications, the money spent, and the wasted time. I feel like relationships don’t last anymore. I don’t really think I’m the person who you would want to date anyways. I’m pretty boring. I never really talk. The only problem is that I’m, oh so, lonely.
Prove me wrong
Prove to me that you’re not like the other girls. Prove to me that you’re willing to stay even if we have fights. Prove to me that I’ll be able to trust you with everything. That’s all I ask.
