I can’t wait until December. It’s my favorite month because of the weather and the family Christmas parties. Not to mention the hot cocoa and whatnot. I think it’ll be my first Christmas feeling truly close to my family. These past couple years of Christmas have left me feeling distant from my family but I know this year will be different.
With everything said and done, I wonder if you still think about me.
I wish I could express myself aside from speaking. I really envy people who can dance. Watching their bodies move to the beat of the music while expressing and taking their stress out with the music. It just seems like a great feeling.
I really need to get my priorities straight. I get easily distracted by things, and I have no one else to blame but myself. Every time I try to do something about the situation, I seem to get pulled back. I think this is why I’ve been a failure all my life, and will probably stay as a failure if I don’t try harder to change my ways.
I’ve liked the same girl for three years. There’s either something wrong with me or I’m really committed.